I finally figured out what I want to do in life. Get away from America as SOON and as QUICKLY as possible. My family is becoming unbearable and entering a new cultural atmosphere would do me some good. All I have ever known is America. Competition, debt, etc. You know what I have had enough. I am going to study abroad. I am going to pursue my true dream of being an author and I am going to be supremely happy. I was going to break the news to my family tonight until my Step-father made me supremely irritated. I am not going to go into details it was just ridiculous. Parents these days. As I said, I need to get away from my family and from my "familiar atmosphere" for a GOOD LONG TIME. Studying abroad is exactly what I need right now. 6 months away from everything and thrown into a new world of problems and a new found independence is what I truly need to experience at my age. I am not going to learn how to handle myself out in the real world if I am continuously sheltered in my own house and imprisoned in my own room.
They want me off the internet? Well, they got it. I am going to leave this country and say "TATA AMERICA". Who knows if I like the country I am staying at I might volunteer to be there for a full year and not return to America until then. As I said, you don't become an adult by sitting in your home and giggling at YouTube videos all day. You become an adult by experiencing things outside your comfort zone and realize that this is how life is suppose to be.
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